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i hate the blood which flows, i hate the joy...i hate and have forgotten the word 'happiness'. its like being in a desert which is a dead end to the world with no sound of any living being around me. the only thing which shows interest, whatsoever, in talking to me is pure, brighting sun, without any hint of cloud...and it also questions my existence!! i've heard that even a leaf moves with an aim..but i seem to be loosing that single cause to live. i scream in frustation...sometimes loud and sometimes i scream silently. sometimes noticed and many a times unnoticed. this time i want my blood to flow and the world to have a taste of it !!!!!!!!

YOU

Everything just felt so small and invaluable in front of my love for you. My one and only cause of happiness was you and only you. i related every single event, place, name, second with you. i reached for you every moment and my favourite passtime became thinking about your lovely little childish acts. your voice was the only thing my ears wanted to hear. My eyes became wet and were lost just to see you and if unseccessful, they closed themselves to cooperate with mind which was always under your control, to have an image of yours. My skin thrived only to have sensation of your's. My lips moved just to utter your name. nose was in search of fragrance which was scattered when you were always around me. My blood rushed to mind only taking memories of good times we had together, from heart. Inspite of all this....am ready....for anything...to loose my blood...loose all my senses.....and to loose YOU..Why...why you did this to me?????